Yesterday was a bit of a whirlwind. I met up with Jake, the guy from the speakeasy, for drinks, and we had an incredible time. But today was a different story. I've been trying to keep my mind off of him and focus on my studies, but honestly, it's been hard. Every time I opened my textbooks, his face popped into my head.
I decided to take a break from my apartment and go for a walk, hoping to clear my mind. As I was walking down Melrose, I noticed this cute little vintage store that I had never seen before. I decided to pop in and take a look around. As it turned out, they were having a sale! I found this amazing dress that would be perfect for the upcoming fashion show at school. I tried it on, and it fit like a glove.
As I was about to pay, the cashier asked me if I wanted to model the dress in an upcoming photoshoot they were doing. At first, I was taken aback - me, a model? But then I thought about it and realized why the hell not? So, here I am, standing in front of a camera, trying to strike a pose that doesn't make me look like a complete idiot.
The photoshoot was...interesting, to say the least. The photographer kept asking me to do these weird poses that made me feel incredibly awkward. And the whole time, I couldn't stop thinking about Jake. I wondered what he was doing right now. Was he thinking about me? Was he with someone else? The more I thought about it, the more anxious I became.
As the day progressed, I found myself obsessing over him even more. I decided to message him, hoping for some distraction. To my surprise, he replied immediately and asked if I wanted to meet up for drinks later. My heart leapt with excitement, but I tried to play it cool. Of course, I said yes.
Now, I'm sitting here at my favorite coffee shop, trying to calm my nerves. This could go either way - it could be another amazing night or an utter disaster. But either way, I'm going to enjoy the ride. I can't help but feel like everything happens for a reason, and maybe this was fate pushing us together.
Who knows what tomorrow holds? Maybe we'll take our relationship to the next level or discover that we're just better as friends. But for now, I'm going into this date with an open heart and mind. Wish me luck!